Why is Happiness Picking Up a Penny

Why is happiness picking up a penny?

Why answer an interrogative simile?

A red rose grows, overthrows without water

It's taxing, planting seeds in a trodden garden 

How does one dig a whole parting, with only Howe's boots and arms

Without splitting up routes or parting reign over the yard?

Out of the blue, there are remnants of red 

Coating the sun that never would set 

On a night like tonight, there won't be a star in the sky

After tonight, look eastward for the stripes in the new red sunrise 

If there ever was a night to light the storm on her harbor

Tonight, her ebb and flow garnishes the water she's guarded 

Lightning will strike twice, once garnished, twice garnered 

Fighting against the whole sum of our parts imparted 

The demon in diminished returns is, it shifts with every charter 

Stick a feather in its Cap and call it after it's bartered 

Tonight, her fight adds up to a feigned reign trickling down the half-hearted

The only king is true democracy, and disarmament is her only knight in shining armor 

I'd rather see her Burn than reign, but I'm open to both to disarm and restart her

She's well aware that she's watching Washington crossing the Delaware

It's frozen this time around, as well, but it froze half way so there's no turning back

The ice must crack, Many will drown, Many will freeze with Washington and

Jefferson said we’d bleed for it 

There's nothing else in the world worth it 

Why is happiness picking up a penny?

The riddle is begging for a poke

What happens in past tense, when it's figuratively breaking up to forgive me…

The riddle is literally broke

Figuratively flimsy… 

Flimsies and a hearse, a five-folded star, an alleged curse

The goons of the occult introduce Wall Street's feeding frenzy

Then freedom itself finds its own way of winning

The asphalt hell aligns a grimaced plan for grinning 

For phonies and flimsies… 

For every start worth saving

The brash brine puts a dollar in

For every heart of David

Where's half the mind of Solomon?

Why must art claim him?

For every copper mine calling him

He targets the market that shames him

For not every water has bittersweet freshwater sludge AND brine to mix it in

For every heart of David doesn't have a son like Solomon

The copper fields lie like they fly like the wind

The robber yields perjury, prison yields a citizen 

Stock market tames not a cent that its appraised 

If you work at a bank, you're bending over for grace

A penny's worth twice as much in its copper weight 

Why is happiness picking up a penny?

You don't know it's coming till it's nearly passed you by

Zoom in close before you bat an eye

Break your back bending over, lose your balance, get hit by a car

It's not worth much until there's a hit on your head

If it's your head, you're lucky you don't have a tailbone full of lead

Your assassin is here to deliver you to the aether, Mr. President

It's obviously a good play, so it's not

It just jumped off the balcony and yelled something in latin

Why is happiness picking up a penny?

For every cent it's valued, there's more sense in it than me

Why is happiness picking up a penny?

Give it your own two cents, you senseless gimmes

Amour Fou

After the 2015 Paris attacks, I wrote a love poem to France. Many references to religious extremism, the attacks on Charlie Hebdo, November attacks & the French men & women who shaped my ideology, my art, my imagination, my passion.

My understanding of

Tricolour cockades

Tirades

The way to approach this kind of calamity

In multicoloured vanity

Through this medium, within and without religion

Gray contextually, but infinitely livid

Displaced by the backdrop between a refraction and a prism

Within and without wisdom

Storming the prison of patriotism

And within… no patron patronizing

No lie worth defining and no eye misperceiving

And without… eyes on the ground it's just dreaming

Without eyes on the ground when weapons are flying,

Everyone's dying

Blind her to see if she's still seeing

For free will and the like

Our bond is unbinding and freedom rings freely

Love is bound as neatly and simply as the sunshine shines

With woman, man and child no longer agonizing

For complacence without adversarial antagonizing

...Incessant truth

I will do.

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

For truth, aloof…

Debt is a praise the meek cherished in prose

But fought for the rot of the wrong

Let them eat cake, and let's also eat cake with them

That sounds nice

Don't you hate it?

Let them seek to find ye climbing above with nothing but a piece of flint

And glory as her flame

For whom do I thank?

Does she have a name?

Eiffel told Bartholdi who told me to play!

If love can't relate to the sunshine shining…

-Now let us remember that all the good in the world is bad timing-

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Misunderstandings, of the many…

Religion

+ a misinterpreted acquisition

within human brain functionality

= revelations with disproportionate arses

Her genesis is you forgetting who you are

Baby, you can drive my car

Retribution is a farce

Wisdom outweighs the camera that caught me

Don't you hate that feeling when I know they got me

For the carnage and bloodlust that robbed me

Vengeance, the uninhibited carbon copy

The Resistance

The Nazi

When primordial hell can't stop me

You lost me

I'm too stuck on truth for you to occupy me

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Let us not use force…

For the sake of all humanity and every living animal…

Don't follow that retched course

Bow to the Celts? Norse?

How the hell should we know?

Hell is remorse, thanks to Bouguereau

Not for Rome, ah Shalom

For The Franks I must thank

I insist.

Let them alone

May peace bring you hope

You're the reason I know this

By the Gaul's wing

…or falling for another century's war?

Of course…

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

"Liberté, égalité, fraternité"

It's just a phrase

Too many needles in the hay

Too much tact, too much grace

Fraternity is testing and contesting the reaper today

By laws of the aether, too many shades of grey

…will fade

Then Into the afterglow, they'll all pray

Until mind, body and soul sound the same

Equality, fortuitously can't be innate

We are the whitest of all blackface

Contention displaced today

Equality is a mess, and we're all to blame

Trade your bishops for a thousand pawns, and I will too

Whose oligarchy is the duck's duck's duck's goose?

Who's wading in the pond?

The ugly duckling is laying an egg

The black knight is a freud

However sour the taste in your mouth

There's a flower that blooms as fleetingly as it dies

You couldn't be a coward or a thug

You have the power to make her a swan

This land is our land, and for the rights of man

For the rights of woman

Too many rights for the zealots to get it so wrong

But we know the refrain… Now we say…

Liberté… What's too many, too much today?

Liberté! Welcome me into every place

For Liberté, there's still grace

I'll ask why for every roundabout rhyme

Every dab of paint will paint me blind as it bids ado

Liberté, for you, I'll die and die again a thousand times

For a Lily, I'll find a pond with room

Smaller fish, liberté

You may find this silly,

But for Monet and his lily, I'd dig up her tomb

Between Locke and Hume,

There's a Sartrean Doctrine…

…That we only need read once in the womb…

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Roundabout… Shout out… My understandings of…

The root of our genial flagstaff

The stems of consciousness

The uselessness of prayers

The Bad Faith I'm exuding now

Couldn't be possible without a name…

For the sake of Bad Faith, there's a name:

Always begin with Montaigne

Un-Locke'd up in his cage

Insanity isn't exclusively insane

Take a breath of freshly blathered flare

The second breath should be Voltaire

Out of thick air to no heir, with allusions of jubilance to blame

The divinity of thought

The wherewithal of The Renaissance

Just a start… Descartes is the brain

And when the stoics begin to complain…

There's Sartre, Camus, Beauvoir

Nostalgia is Louis' Champlain

I'll drink the Brut et tu, but thanks!

The Stranger awaits

My third symphony's drawing a blank (it once had a name)

It's troubling, but bubbly works in mysterious ways

I found the Mississippi, and I still have no name

I believe it began with René- and a dash for the flaccid

Where history becomes prose, it knows nothing

And it won't take a cue

Robert LaSalle knows it's true

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

We feel your pain…

In a superficial way

From the phone to the satellite

And right back into pain's place

Disregarded and/or displaced

And, by the way… Give us back our Paine

Through a colorful array of interpreting carnage in his wake

I hope we have as much tact

I hope we have as much grace as you

How would Renoir decorate this place?

…with a million footsteps Degas tried to trace

Every dab of paint will do

I'm following you

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

In retribution, there's only more pain…

Speak for the meek from the most gorgeous tongue

Turn your eye for a cheek just to see who won

Renaissance over revolution

Hostility, grievances hold all love in their wake…

To whom is they? What's the wait?

Let them eat paint.

P.S. Amour Fou. Indebted to You.

Return the Rapture

Life was a lock box with no key

Everyone was my friend

I was everyone’s enemy 

Live and let live

Shrug it off with a smile

Victory is vengeance

Eye for an eye


Can’t tell the difference between

Actors and drama queens

Absurd and obscene

Turning a cheek 

Being beaten blind

An eye for an eye 


The king was in his rocking chair

Reminiscing nights we shared

Fence off the flames

Hold in the heat

Return the rapture


What's bad gets worse

What's good gets better

Even anger ends eventually

The days fly by fast

Love still lasts


Hipsters grooming their sour orpheus'

Training adolescent intellect 

To feed from its own regurgitating wounds 

Culturing the promised few

To hate the uncultured nameless whom

Reign their royal hipster storm upon the masses

Coward fool bastards

Return the rapture

P.S

I got lost 

I got robbed

Providence 

I never knew

I’ll find God

If it’s the only thing I ever do

I’ll follow through

Flip flop 

From the cabin

To fifth avenue

I fell off 

I got the nerve to 

Point and shoot

Good knowing you

Singing Satan's Song

It's the curse of revenue

Won’t rescue you



Middle of August

On the setting sun

Double-crossed us

Still the night is young

This is progress

And its getting fun

Gotta be bad to be good

That's how wars are won

Squaring Circles & Rounding Edges

Inoculate headaches En ocular asphyxiationists

As en, parading tirades of En's glorious miscommunicationists 

I am a social relic livid in the patients' room

If the furthest hell gets enucleation-ists… 

As en, ocular prosthetics could fend for Creationists

I'd become her social relic entombed

Mother Nature is a satirist

As en Revelations, and You won't realize to wait for it 

En isn't a part of Her womb

The undaunted sensationalists

En lieu of the Ennoble for the cacophonous

Discords of the incredulous for La Vie En Rose

En loco parentis is Entangled, En absent apprentice 

En eye for an eye, hence She may be Ensnared

For fear of losing their own bets  

Aloft

For right angles in sets of thread

Haven't yet been woven into cloth

Matter

Does it matter?

Pretension is your preconception.

I am your disposition, and I may speak sometimes.

You may not listen.

My whim is your tempest, and your gods are my inhibitions.

It's only worth my headache if I got your attention.

There's time and space, I presume, and my mass is the displacement of that which all of the gods will exclude, except for you.

Rather, I ask, does it matter?

I'm mostly carbon and water, same as my father.

I'm a pig for the slaughter.

My skin could be leather to hold up your pants or tie up your feathers, for better or worse you can't fly to the heavens.

When the pawn's on the gallows for slitting the knight's throat, the king hides behind arrows and a fancy hearse.

Queen me, Queen Bee, I'm watching Venus Rise over Redbug and I can't only see, I can listen.

My name was 6 billion-and-something born at the dusk of the dissolution of the Cold War and near desolation of mankind, and now I'm 1/7-billionth of one species on 4.5 billion years of moon driven tides.

Set that aside and I'm right.

I'm right-brained and right-handed.

I'm on the left side.

I'm left-handed and right-eyed.

My glass eye is wise.

I can't conceive of a life Christlike.

In the wake of all morality there is only a mind.

The center of integrity is innate.

Free will is fish bate.

Mind over matter, or matter over mind?

Slums of Liberty

It's not in spite of me

It's because of me

Sweet poverty 

The slums of liberty


Should I wait to breathe

Or should I hold my breath

Is this oxygen 

Worth more than me? 


I have a name you know

A feigned whore's goal

To sell my misery

To and for sweet liberty


Mother nature knows

Just where her glory goes

This precious air I breathe

She made it for me


She's not your glory hole

She has no whore's goal

She breathes your empathy

Justice is liberty


Your minds will rot out 

Of your shining scull

The wind will begin to blow

For whom the bell tolls


And you will fall

Song for a Child

Another Unfinished Song Becomes a Poem Instead…

Nevermind the scholars

Nevermind what’s said

Mind your mother and your father

Though they won’t always know what’s best


Never lie, for starters

And never say, “It’s too hard”

Listen to the cricket 

Singing to the beat of your heart


Nevermind the castles 

Just make enough for bread

Let your adversaries eat cake

Never let them in your head


Nevermind the giant

He’s only just a man

When you see that you’re a lion

Be kind to all the lambs


Nevermind the preacher

The answers are inside

The reaper is a linguist 

Who survives on mourning tithes


Nevermind your teachers 

Learn what you truly want

The devil bears false witness

To everything you’re taught


It’s good to know a language 

In case you have something to say

It’s good to know some science

To know that everything will always change 


It’s good to know some history

So you don’t make the same dumb mistakes

It’s good to know mathematics 

To count the ones you make along the way


Give every moment your full attention

Always give more than you get

Don’t give anyone what they ask for

They’ll eat what they are fed


Take lots of chances

But do not become a fool

These are just some guidelines

Now go and make up your own rules

Weatherbasket

>>>word>>>games>>> 

The feather and the weatherbasket flowed on a dime

The feather and the weatherbasket owed him a shrine

The tether to the tollbooth was rowed into town

Each measure was measured by a hole in the time

There was…. 

Leven but Leven was followed by Tenneth

He drank up the musical winery

Ninery swallowed all that he ate

He drank much less at the diner

Sephen was short but so smooth

Stricks tricked into the groove

Fife was to die for

Fortified whores

Threesomes too

Sheik hoes

Win

Zero has infinite syllables, and so do you… 

Won

Past too

Minus three

Negative for

All the songs in five

The boring songs in six

Play in eight, but don't skip seven

I did, but that's because it's nine's fav

Ten is just two bars of five, so fuck it

Eleven is the most interesting time 

Did you pronounce interesting with three syllables?

Notice I skipped twelve, that was thirteen, now this is fourteen

Twelve is just as boring as six most of the time, now add three

Thank you for humoring this colossal waste of time,(signature)

IT

It's just another thing hanging over my head

Like a chandelier

Like a candelabra

Like raindrops falling from the canopy

It looks like the end of time

It reminds me of the devil

But it's beautiful

It feels like death, but it's been there since I was born

I did it, so it's natural

It's a part of me

Moved faster than evil 

Fell faster than dusk

Flew on the wind

Till they pulled out the rug

If you stay in one place long enough

Sins of fathers are bound to catch up

Lose A Part of You

Repetition and monotony

In single file I'll probably

Have to ride the apogee 

On coattails of mediocrity


I'll sit here and I'll have a drink

And let it take the best of me away

Today I will let go of my friend

And I will begin… Again…


My Achille's heel is on the shelf

My ex-lover's souls are all in hell

I'm flying high, and I'm suicide

I'm in love, and I'm in paradise


I'm exactly who I wanna be

Protagonizing the story I tell

But I  can't sell myself

My Achille's heel is on the shelf


"The time has come," The Walrus said

"No time for lying in your bed

You gotta lose a part of you

To make your dreams truly come true"

Serendipitous Folly

Candles are a flickering 

Hellfire ripping us

Show me serendipitous folly


Love’s not a gift to us

You're meant to lift me up

Fuck your vain, incredulous calling


Free will is an epic bluff

The ethic of Caligula

Bares serendipitous folly


I only got one teat to suck

Mother nature's Godly love

My swollen foot lusts for her body


Heeds the heir of broken thrones

When in Rome, breathe the dust

Sing me serendipitous folly


Foil crowns shackle up

Peasants draw for plastic doves

A stalemates' peace for the pawning 


I’m only guessing ‘cause

Don't want a mess to clean up

Just serendipitous folly


I met your prophet over pagan blood

Called the mother on her bluff

Ran into the city on a donkey


Can't purge the guiltiness

Innocence ridding evidence

Evidently insufficient and appalling 


Seven years a mirror's shatter-proof

Black cats and ladders move

A rabbit's foot stops the elevator from falling


The prophet and the poltergeist 

Dead as nails and cold as ice

Your mother made a sacrifice (with her body)


Providence needs prudence probably 

I still think of her quite fondly

She lives inside serendipitous folly

Wait For My Limousine

I wait for my limousine

With two thumbs up on a cold dark street

I take everything with me

In a big brown bag at the side of my feet

My wallet needs sympathy

Could you spare some change for a man in need?

As I wait for my limousine…


I wait for my limousine

To pull up here beside my new shed 

And take all my misery

Back to the place where the first man said,

“Money isn't everything”

He never had to eat stale bread

I wait for my limousine…


I wait for my limousine

As I rake up change for the oyster’s pearl

I'd trade just about anything

To make my mark on the big bad world

They say, “money isn't everything”

They never had to live on the cold dark street

I can't pay for anything

So I wait for my limousine… 

My Beautiful Earth Is Only Blessed

When solar rays consume 

the flesh of earth

And there's one grain of sand 

not turned to glass

All that's left

is death

A skeleton in rot

Skull, bones cross

A cancer

A fire

Doth clothe death in proper attire?

The absence of thought

Drenched in satire,

raped of grace

I presume for the sake of what's safe

Dreamless sleep?! 

Ha!

May all who think dream

And may all who dream weep

Death is your shepherd

Who's counting his sheep?

From the womb of my mother

to this?

And from this to nothing…

The reaper came 

from the womb of my mother

And I'll come again, 

and we'll all cum together

Our offspring fly lighter 

without any feathers

The only question 

never to give me an answer

Every memory of every human being 

Every dream

Collapses into the realm of the blessed

She rears her ancient head

All that's left

is death

We've left more 

than our shame in this universe!

10,000 gods left on hard drives

floating through 

vacant space

Waiting for radio waves

For some selfless race 

to save us

Red lights 

propelled by antimatter 

Science… 

for whom we no longer live 

to humbly flatter

Death isn't the end?

Our souls will ascend! 

(without brains)

Fuck! 

"You expect me to find serenity in being lifted into a collapse of time/space without any knowledge, memory or experience? You're telling me the very essence of my being is an inanimate object that somehow manages to stay inside of me undetected my entire life, and I'm supposed to get some kind of satisfaction knowing that it will ascend into an eternal state of peace with my creator while leaving behind everything on earth that makes me who I am?!"

There's no ocean left on earth 

There's no laughter and no tears 

have been shed

She who becomes a pillar of salt 

is wiser than the rest 

All that's left 

is death

For patronage eats the camaraderie 

with carnage

Nationalism is the earth's cruel joke

Religion

…its ultimate weapon

God waits within the great black hole 

that was our life-force 

From the pilgrims of Cavet

To the post-modern information age

Mercury… 

Galileo's last cry

Sirius… my love

The last bacterium in Antarctica 

Plato's Atlantis within

Live in sin

My beautiful earth is only blessed

All that's left 

is death

Can't See Much Through a Broken Mirror

I wish somehow that now would matter

Hierarchical doom climbs a former latter

All those years weren't gone forever

Its lens could project on a film less shattered


Alas the past is broken glass

I wish that I could see it clearer

All the hows and wheres and whens

I can't see much through a broken mirror 

I can't see much through a cloudy lens


I wish there was no gore or glory

Hell would make for a simpler story

Heaven could be a little closer

Now wouldn't be stuck in purgatory


Fix it, please, or don't and appease me

Make it over...

Blink Blink

the vagabond philosophy

takes the yellow brick road

to get a frontal lobe lobotomy 

i'm a poster boy for hypocrisy 

preach the gospel 

of the wild, hostile breed


but i'm a billboard for monotony 

the starving artist's broken creed

the objective-subjective dichotomy

to make a living or live on the street

to make life speak

with clinched fists and ground teeth 

hide or go seek

blink blink


another day, another dollar

fury for fodder 

no marriage and no mortgage

and no son and no daughter


oil the industry

tap your feet

blink blink


i work all night

and i work all day

i'm wasting

just wasting away

i have no point, no purpose, no game

i have nothing

oh nothing else to say


here comes johnny

go johnny go

all work and no play 

makes jack want to smoke

jack fell down the hill

jack has braincells to kill

jack! get cash! go buy some dope!


goodbye high hopes

goodnight cruel world

tighten up the rope, jack

or hit the fucking road

The Sounds of Progress

I used to believe politics was important. Each election, I wrote something & emailed it for humans to read. Turns out, humans don’t like reading.

This time, I recorded a spoken-word poem & set it to music. It was very popular. It won awards & was featured in New York Times & Oprah. Just kidding. Nobody listened to it.

This was written & recorded before 2012 election

 

progress:


progress certainly seems like a simple thing

and by all rational means, change is progression

the past preserves its lesson

and then repeats itself in so many ways

if change is simply day by day,

then on a massive scale it should move both ways

from the beginning to the end, 

and that's all the mind can comprehend

as the illustrious "they" say, a ripple may become a wave

and on the same scale mentioned previously, 

infinitely, potentially every day is a new wave

progress has no ownership, no worth, 

and no value to the apathetic mind

and, in kind, no one has reason to have empathy, 

except instinctually for the benefit of life

guilty by association not by proclamation

not by reiteration of the same feigned lameness

that grazed the mind's foul senses 

and contrived one absurd consensus

this being the assumption that somehow there is some true morality

and for some god awful reason you think you've found it

you've grounded all these unsound judgments

with the sounds of a world so far beyond it

in a world of infinitely stagnant politics

these thoughts are detrimental

the political beast is stuck in the middle

of impartial bliss and such partial biases

that seemingly deny the wills inside us

to carry on without the pseudo-apocalyptic dramas

and fear-based fury -corruption that taunt us

logically, our crimes will come back to haunt us

but why proclaim to know why, if knowing never solves the problems

ultimately, rationality will solve this

but only temporarily, for every generation must re-make the cure

and the cure, historically, is abrupt, not subtle movement

evolution is not fluid, through and through

if anything can be trusted, history must be trusted

historically, youth must make every progressive change 

the only change that lasts

time and time again, the youth fail us, apathy prevails

and the youth become the masses

the miscommunication must be a concept brought on by man

this awkward place where life began

it's a strain on the human mind

but surely brings about some truth

seems to bring about all lies

but why an awkward subject? 

why look above us, why not look all around?

these sounds are sounds of sound judgment

take this factually biased subject and make an example of it

although these laws of science can change, 

and may change again -from it

we've gathered where life began

the same way a chemist prepares his lunch

the universe throws earth a punch

unicellular organisms in a crunch -multiply

before our eyes

long before eyes, we multiplied

again, we multiply

and again, we are blind

and those who don't understand it

demand to revolve our world around the demise of progress

and those who may remain lost in the process

intend to keep the world the same

in the information age, nothing stays the same

conservatism by definition is the 

tendency to prefer an existing or traditional situation to change

in the information age, nothing stays the same

conservatives fought to keep the blacks enslaved

fought to keep woman caged

and now conservatives fight against the gays

the civil rights movement will never end

gays will have equal rights

social conservatism will bend again

the corrupt and unjust may pretend

in the long run, we all know who always wins

there's a train wreck on the move, from sea to shining sea

I’m not whistling dixie as these people speak for me

middle class slats sippin' coffee instead of tea

well I ain't on your holster, my heart's not on your sleeve

taxation without representation surpasses and defies 

the fury that flaws your filtered cause

the means don't meet their mode 

in the reprimands of human law

name your party after an historic revolution 

and you think you're clever

you're still a yankee on a pony 

now you're richer and redder

tip your ivy league hat that you wear like a feather

hold on to your wealth, and bury all your treasure

you're outnumbered, no bigger and no better

our lust for a god we trust, in god you must not be allowed

to fly so high and stoop so low, yet you can smile and take a bow

perch atop your treetops, and pretend you trickle down

pretend you trickle down

there was a time when a man could say

if you're a young republican you have no soul

if you're an old democrat you have no brains

well times have changed

but why proclaim to know why, 

if knowing never solves the problems

ultimately, rationality will solve them

the founding fathers were deists and agnostics 

who believed in progress

in the process of amending the constitution, congress

was sworn to the separation of church and state 

that must never be lost

the tea party and evangelicals are synonymous

if you believe in fairy tales, keep them out of politics

evangelical red, force-fed

feed me christ and you can clean up the mess

every year the church apologizes for denying 

and often persecuting men of science

although conservatives are always years behind us

social conservatism is never right

right.

you can say tomaaato and I’ll say it the right way

an apple and an orange both digest in the same way

we have progressed to the point in history

to know that old literature doesn't dictate our future

we are the products of genetic defects

every day our genes mutate

every day can effect the future of the human race

good and evil may be defined, for reference 

what no human mind can attempt to define in one sentence

what can never truly be spoken, what can never be written

the concept of good, whether innate or god-given

will be defined as assisting in the survival, 

progress and evolution of life

this ideal surpasses race, gender, 

sexual preference, religion, and social status

because progress in an expanding universe 

is universal

when deciphering our universal problems

listen to the sounds of progress

when electing your officials into office

listen to the sounds of progress

listen to the sounds of progress

Elephant In the Room

Elephant in the room

Is everything I ever did

It's holding on to every word

It hasn't forgiven, and won't forget


Along comes the scapegoat

Billy G. Gruff on the bridge

Accidentally burnt it down

But TRIED to build it back again


Apparently these mistakes are a feast  

For a drove of starving pigs

They've devoured all the meat

But still have bones to pick


By the hairs of every little piggy's 

Tittle-tattling cliquey clique cliques

Says the wolf, "I can only take so much

Before I just blow the fucking house in"


For truly, a sheep in wolf's clothing

That's who the 'Big Bad Wolf' really is

He's just realized the house was worthless

The piece of shit was made of sticks


This sheepish, scapegoat, wolfman

Is used to being called a dick

For his inebriated mishaps

And his stark abrasiveness 


But for every bridge burned

I've had to swim beneath it

That shallow water under the bridge 

Is just piss in the wind


(If the house was worth a dam

They wouldn't have built it out of sticks

If the waters had any depth

They'd have built a better bridge)


Elephant in the room

Remembers everything I ever did

I never meant to hurt it

All I've tried to do is be its friend


The moral of the story

Is live and let live

Don't dwell on childish things

And don't be a pretentious douchebag prick

N'woleans

Appears on a whim

Promised myself as a kid

Do what the soul wanted 

Not what the lowell did 

Fore the hourglass fills to the rim

Live it up before it descends 

Twenty seven is well on the bend

For heaven or hell, wherever and when

I didn't come here to begin, alas

To get lost in a wash of Shakespearean sin

  I can't!

Settle down on a cloud too content

I won't be!

Wound by the bowels of judgement 

Fore the last of my past reinvents

Itself 

Fore the demons retreat or repent

I will

Live for the lust you resent

Until

The thought of a shot to the head may contend

Still

By my own hand, how it lacks what it lends 

Instead of death, I promise myself

Again

Fore it all ends…

Take my withered old soul back down to New Orleans

Desire Magnolia's

e'rise devil

  no, devil I live

  evil a'never even  

  alive desire


yo-j-ho!

hay yo!

brews nay fee?

beer tab on me?


worse me be.

I died. I see.

be no trade.

no sail on game.


  rise devil

  a'never even alive

  desire magnolias

  one dart. one bee-side.


I die be me's. 

"row 'em; nob a tree."

beefy answer, boy.

"yah, oh, joy."


  e'rise devil

  a'never even alive

  evil I lived on

  live desire

RIDE

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enslaved by the anarchic ride, for life and love

indentured to the road that stares back at us

how many detours there have been

and how many more there will be, still

we're closer, getting closer

we've stopped counting the potholes 

and begun to pave them over

no matter where we go

no matter why

we will ride

without the promise of streets paved in gold 

we ride, only for resolution

to paint our own road home

wherever that may be, whatever we may find

as of yet, there is only an empty canvas

there is no truth, there are no lies

there is only life, and love

there is no eye for an eye

only dust to dust

we will ride through remission 

we will ride to redemption

we will ride for love, aimlessly 

not to fret about love lost, no matter how heartless and narrow

no matter how deep or shallow

we will ride through it's scorn on a broken arrow

for the blind pursuit of some kind of unabated love

no matter how unforgiving

as long as we're alive

we'll live for the sake of living

we will ride

our wheels are forever turning

our hearts forever racing, hanging from threads

from the incarnation of our empathies

our wary heart's forever longing

we lay beside our affinities 

at the new day dawning

it's never been about where we're going

it's all for a love we've never known

it's never been about knowing

there's no use knocking on an open door

for life, for love, forever, round and round we'll go

why should we stop when there's a place for us to begin?

why start all over again?

no matter how numb, we will still feel the pain

no matter where the road fills up with rain

no matter where the road ends

the river's still flowing

no matter how the river bends

we will ride into the ocean

we will guide our maker's pen

not to tempt, but to provoke it

filling in a world of black and white

with the most vibrant colors on its palette

even with our sails abated of wind

we will not remain stagnant

no matter where or when

if the storm ever hits

if we lose this fortitude

and the comfort of our ship

we will swim

no matter how tattered and torn

we will ride out this storm

as long as the moon begets the tide

we will ride

some will live, some will die

we will ride the ripples in their wake

one day we will make it to the other side

right now, we'll ride for what can never be replaced

we'll ride forever, for our own sake

no matter how unforgiving

as long as we're alive

we'll live for the sake of living

as long as we ride, no matter the cynic

we'll find providence at the end of an endless mystery

as long as we're alive

we're writing history

as long as we're alive

we will ride

Ride cover by Robert S. Sallee, LaSalle’s father

Ride cover by Robert S. Sallee, LaSalle’s father