Hunt or Go Seek

HUNT


Dissect her puppet, too

Call me my mix words war


Damn these words

Web cages do more


She sings war

The hunt went to her feet


Long feet to bag

This secret hidden in me


Dumb denial

Hunt me

Pin the rope and herb

Hunt or go seek





OR GO SEEK


My commercial pop words with mixed up letters, as


These words become word games, and 


When these wings turn to feathers, the


Secret to finding the gold beneath me is


Hidden in the pop album number three, and

Hunt or go seek.


In Here

Leave me in here with my paper and pen

No need to make plans, no need to make friends

In here I don't hear the world spinning by

In here it begins, and in here it will end


In here, I'm old, withered and grey

In here, I'm still a small child at play

In here it can be either day when it's night

Or night when it's day


In here, all my anger and all of my fears 

Are blank checks 

Scapegoat the world as it appears -from here

All my dreams come to life

With or without the rear-view mirror 

Everything is clearer in here


In here all my heroes are heroes again

In here all my lovers and all of my friends 

Are still here 

The way I wish to remember them


In here, I don't have to pretend

In here, if I'm happy the sun will shine bright

If I'm not, the lights will dim

In here it begins, and in here it will end

Only Hope to Find It

i only hope to find it

a place like nowhere else

where the world turns slowly

people don't do things by themselves


i only hope to find it

a time with eyes not cross

not a moment to worry

not a moment lost


i only hope i find it

to appease my broken dream

find royalty in my virtues

and humility in my queen


i only hope to find it

with sanity not out of context

fulfill a fantasy from its incarnation

with which retains a family's conquest


i only hope to find it

i only hope it's not far

the sun sets beyond the aether 

with nothing less than a new dawn


i can only hope to the world 

and the sun and the stars

that when i find it

i’m not gone

Day We All Make Love In the Southeast

Sour mash and fiberglass

Not a product of my making

I drive, instead a 'vette to bed

Let the bourbon shake me

Live it up, buttercup

Nashville, you must know

I love my neighbor half to death

My old Kentucky home

Let's drive into the eye of the twister

Live or die, we're going down in history

Settle down below the Mason-Dixon

Start using words like ain't and fixin' 

Alabama, baby

You got a lotta nooks and crannies

I'll be hiding on the island

In the gulf of the Atlantic

New teeth, new lights for my outhouse

And I got my first new pair of shoes

I got a banjo on my knee

And a jar of homemade booze

You and me floating down the Tennessee meet

I try to scrape the scum from my feet

When I'm done I grab a gun and make a feast

That's the day we all make love in the southeast

The Smog Covers North Nashville

look a girl straight in the eyeballs and you can tell

how evil she really is

the smog covers north nashville

i look down on the morning light and it's all a grey area

if she smiles and it looks too good, she's probably made of stone

i bet she doesn't wear her wedding ring when her husband isn't here

i bet she sees him clearer when there's a sun in the fucking sky

i bet she'll always lie

so i can fornicate with oblivion until the clouds hang so low that i'm above them

i'm on the 8th floor

there's no reason for me to be stuck below them

i don’t think i should see her anymore

Mad Mad Mad

your future is born all over again

with godspeed make amends

fighting the dawn of time

you wanna end on a good note?

play it by ear

i cannot hear right now

i'm not here right now

leave a message

i'll get it when i'm dead

send me lessons

life beckons

shelve the good stones

skip up to good steps

step up to death

excellence in a bird cage

wait wait wait

i'm the waiter

can't carry the weight

stone throw

give it up

suck it up suck up

cryptic

mystic

i don't really give a fuck

your server is out of service

no sweat 'nother cigarette

and breathe easy

breathe without me

listen to our lungs crush

black tar

evan green

mean mean mean states

t and t

tangerine twist with a lime

wine

red

white

and blue sky

pale pale pale ale

cement floors with stains

sound that bounces up down

circles

round round round

shiny shoes that meet their means

i still have to fucking clean

love and hate and somewhere in between

see see see me

listen up

feel me

my ego is the messenger

and i'm just a warm beast that breathes

eats and drinks and steals air

that someone else could use

someone who actually cares

i'm just a peasant left to sway

back and forth

to represent self that's never recognized

inside the beast

feast feast feast

on martyrs

feast on our fathers

take it all for just a second

have to drown to find bliss

life is smaller than this short kiss

that sees itself

die die die

death

miracles and ignorance

god

grace

intellect

rest in peace

please

bad tunes

ugly folks

warm beer

pissy restrooms

shit wreaks

lips that tease

dicks and tits in sleaze

which tip with spitt on me

smile like this and see

hell is how i pay my rent

to please the owner right behind the walls

wild rover

pints shattered

tables turned over

crawl to meet the floor

all this for dirt poor

nothing better

shitty weather

clouds meet clouds

stale air and sour cushions

lights on

last call

lights out

pass out

kill the band

stagehand

fall

crawl

pay your tabs

mad mad mad

Bells

You'd say anything to throw me off

All I want in life is not to be lost


Deep inside me there's yesterday

I can't find it anywhere anyways


Can’t stay long in your world

Court jester spins the wind whirled


Oh, look at what you've done to me

I'm all I got and I'm no good to me


I'm much better off behind a fools gavel

This pity, it's a raffle 


Everyday still ends with bells

I wonder how court is adjourned in hell


I'd follow you anywhere, but I can't

The gut wrenching truth in this haunted land


Though reason has no grasp on a wary mind

I've stopped against good judgment between the lines


The evanescent lack of black and white

Becomes the purgatory between my wrong and my right


You're always with me, every place I loathe

I can't turn around, can't let you go 

Colorful Chaos

i was so heavy, now i'm weightless

but i wasn't ready to be inflated

i'm surrounded by greatness

trained to see in 3D, polished stainless


this colorful chaos

different shades of pretension i lost

is not a place where hard work pays off

that's why i presume we're doing it wrong 


you would tell us if we're going down

you would tell us, wouldn't you?

you would tell us if we were doing it wrong

otherwise i don't think we'd know what to do


humbled by the like minds' submissiveness

a city full of talent turning into this shit

is this resentment or is this bliss?

does it get any better than this?


these may be the best times of our lives

counting our pennies just to survive

supposed to be a place where like minds thrive

if we're going down, i don't think we really mind


this is a place i soon plan on leaving

there's this crutch that these fools insist on believing

god, if you're more than you insist on being

shine light on something other than what i'm seeing


why don't you kill this colorful machine?

decorative by its own will

alive but not buoyantly

moving but not voyaging


some of us may find ourselves complacent

happy may be an overstatement

a condition of uncertainty

commonplace to kill or be killed

Buried In a Hill

the mission is to listen to every word

take it to the other side of the earth

like the priest at my death wedding

divorcing hell as it begins to freeze

the hole in my head at my funeral

for my friends who forget to grieve

throw pennies in and make a wish

and i'll haunt you through your days

with the trolls in the yard

dixie whistling with the hellhound's howl

echoes repent towards the stars

when their son is on the prowl

students of the dumb taught to read in brail

eat the sediment of sound

drop the gravestone flowers

kill the red wasps hovering 'round

building nests upon death eating through the hours

arteries are rooted in

the forearm of my sleeve

that's how i wear a broken heart

when i can't tell if it beats

when the gravestone weeps, i check its pulse

alarm clock weeps too loud

i might be dead or on the phone

behind a snowplow

heaven isn’t so cold

poppies in the playground

trickling through my veins

the world is so much smaller

now that i cannot complain

if i ever wake up

there's a pitchfork which fits

in a raincloud made from tires

stitch her whip to her fingertips

and place her in the fire

all the blisters turn on sundays

and your smiles pretends to grieve

my heart rubs swift against her

and the blister can finally breathe

there's roses on her windshield

that's how i know i'm not to blame

there's wildfires on the reaper's face

that's how i know, i'll live another day

her necklace is the crossfire

a man infested pearl

she'll find another oyster

and i'll find another girl

kill the red wasps on the poppy blossoms

herein a freshly planted rose

stem the stemless orchids eternal

and greet them with a poised poignant pose

ferment the brandy fires

for cabbages and kings

defy the fungus and poppies in the veins

eat the cow shit rings

there's no traffic on sunday

when all the leaves are still

the wind is high and so am i

digging my way out of this hill

Unrequited Prerequisite

"God, give me grace, give me substance, give me value, give me virtue, give me faith. For, if I have no faith, I fear I am speaking to myself."

"Find it for yourself, and find me for yourself," he answers dully and dispassionately, “for I have no faith in you if I'm just speaking to myself."

"Who, then are you and then what is faith? What is virtue and what am I?"

The cool wind spins like a whirlpool in response to an otherwise unresponsive space. The inquisition falls to the ground, and his head aches with inquisitiveness. Inquiring on Inquiries submitted via enlightenment requires otherwise unrequited prerequisites.

"Otherwise unrequited prerequisites? What the fuck does that mean?"

"You are an unrequited prerequisite to life. The fuck is what that means."

"Devil, dear, why must you sleep by my bedside? For, you give me no comfort."

"Quite the contrary -yur his lust find loving in god- I am you, and you sleep by your own bedside."