My Past Is a Brash Mass of Unrequited Desires Unmasked As Trash

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Will swim for treasure

Wherever it’s stashed

If sharks attack

Will attack them back

Dear Reader,

I’m aghast

Your message is

A news flash

Or something like that

I was typecasted

To reenact

A romantic’s clash

With true desire

Causing absurdist whiplash

As I thrashed and splashed

Toes tied to the topmast

Of a sinking ship

Which finally crashed

Into the walls

Of the vast glass

(God forbid it gets cracked)

I’ve rehashed and rehashed

The message in the bottle

Sent from me to me

By me for me

My stowaway finally smashed

So it reads:

Has the past been unmasked?

Have you become unattached?

Your actions still react?

Still hauling around that butt shaft

You daft ass?

Marooned on an island

You still fear an attack?

Tick tock

Clickety clack

Clinging to that contract

When in fact

It’s all an act

For all I lack

Is retracted

Here and now

I can’t exist in the past

So I patch up the timelapse

And sail through the redacted now

When necessary

I swim

Through The Great Contrast

Of before and after

This and that

If sharks attack

I allow them to pass

And the only task

At hand

Is never to become trapped

In the future or past

I befriend the only thing

Which lasts

Overcoming the slapdash

As the everlasting flame

Turns the finest things

Into black ash

All plans hatched

Wane and wax

With the tidal winds

Disappearing in the draft

But the insight of now

Is unmatched

And its potential

Is untapped

Patience & Acceptance

Are virtues that don’t latch

Remain in Awareness

And relax

That rapturous blast

Is here and now at last

In stark contrast

to whatever

the past

asked

Whatever the past

expected

the present

to outrun

or outlast

Whatever it was

or would be

it’s

no

longer

that

Whatever it was

I have

surpassed

at last.

Sincerely,

The Artist Formerly Known As Robert LaSalle

Written the morning of September 10, 2024

Submitted to Poetry Magazine & quickly forgotten

P.S. I’m tossing the bottle overboard

I have no need for this crap

My past is a brash mass

Of unrequited desires

Unmasked as trash