Home, Pt 1, 2, 3, 4

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HOME, PT 1 released under artist name, “Impaster

“HOME, PT 1” LYRICS:


No place like home

Home, I’ll go, I’ll go anywhere but home


Fix my lonely heart with deception

How’s angst as a listener?

How's life as a lesson?


And it’s not teaching me anything

At home where my heart is

Splattered all over the floor

Won’t you take me anywhere but home?


I’ll go, I’ll go anywhere but home


Change is a way to remove the scent of evil

Oh God, I’ll bite my words 

If I could ever truly see you there


It's where I got to be lost to find the moment

Won’t you show me where? 

Take me now

Won’t you show me anywhere but home?


I’ll go, I’ll go anywhere but home

No place like home

Home, I’ll go, I’ll go anywhere but home


Goodnight, tonight I’ll sleep on the red carpet

Sell my life for a pretty penny on the black market


Goodnight

Please take me where my headstone reads:

"I was, but am not any longer. I’m finally home"


Home

No place like home






Home, Pt 2 Featured in DC COMIC’s Doom Patrol

“HOME, PT 2” LYRICS:

Home, home


Got to it 

Fought through it 

And now it's done


Once caught in 

Got lost in 

The setting sun 


Is this it?

All there is 

Who will ever know?


What's done is done 

It's time to go home


Home, it's time to go home

Home, it's time to go home


No more fighting 

No pleading

Just letting go 


Can't trade places

Can't save this  

It's time to go home  


Home, it's time to go home

Home, it's time to go home

“HOME, PT 3” LYRICS:


Tear down walls

A bridge for kindling

And build a home

From what's left of them


Fortune calls

Now I'm answering

Right where I belong

I will begin again


I'll catch the setting sun

I'm breaking free

I won't let anyone

Get the best of me


And now it's finally done

And I can finally breathe

I finally found my home

My home found me


Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is


A lesson from the heart 

Dream big

Shooting for the stars

I can't miss


On my mark 

God's my witness

Fletch the broken arch

For a direct hit


Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is, where the heart is

Where the heart is


I'm finally home! 


Never giving up 

Never giving in

Never letting go

I know there's more to this


Finally found my home!

I finally found my home!


“HOME, PT 4” LYRICS:



Home was a place I had never known 

A place I thought I’d never go

Till I was lost, alone

I finally found my home



For so long home was backseat in the cold 

A Ride spinning out of control 

Moving back and forth       

Down a never ending road 



One day home came and found me 

It’s a place where I can be

Just as I Am

There is no us or them



The Ride taught me

How to fly with broken wings

How to land gracefully

And let the bygones go

I finally found my home



Home is the hardest thing to find

All one can do is 

Try to make the most of life

There’s no place like home



Home 



Home was a monster in my dreams

A place where I got beat and nearly buried

Before I found my Sanctuary



There was no love in between my sheets

Bugs sucked the life from me

Until I came undone

Before I finally found my home



Home is a dream that’s coming true

Everything I do

I do to find Truth in life



Home is my beautiful retreat

A place where I can breathe 

With the aspen trees

Trade fate for destiny



And I’ll trade youth

For a truth not soon forgotten

The smell of smog

For cherry blossoms and a clear night sky

Trade bedbugs for butterflies 



Home!



Home is on the earth I love

I caught the setting sun

Now the heart is One



RIDE

Let the ride begin

Ride painting by Robert S. Sallee, LaSalle’s father - features visual portrayals of every song on the album






No Robert LaSalle music was ever released until 2019. By the end of 2020, the artist self-released 200 songs from the previous decade and a half. As of February 2024, 2 persons are known to have streamed this album.

The Canon: RIDE>Lullaby>Night>Awaken






After multiple deals fell through and years of touring relentless dead-end gigs, the artist set out to get a publishing deal in Nashville. Preproduction and contracts began in 2010. The publishers (financiers) picked the most commercially viable songs from the 24-year-old’s extensive catalog. “Side A” would be pop songs and “Side B” would be the artist’s “art.”

2010 began with the death of a good friend, and tragedy upon tragedy followed the artist: tornado in Huntsville, AL; BP oil spill in New Orleans; devastating flood in Nashville. The night before recording was scheduled to begin on RIDE, the artist was mugged, which led to several head surgeries culminating in the artist’s left eye being removed.

In and out of hospitals, now homeless and couch-hopping, with chronic headaches and an addiction to the heavy pain pill regimen prescribed him, recording continued in Berry Hill and Music Row in Nashville. When the time came to record vocals, the artist could not sing. Searching the globe, in 2011 he eventually found a doctor in Atlanta who surgically removed vocal polyps from his throat which required months of silent healing and inspired the instrumental album See No, Say No, recorded alone in a cabin outside Atlanta.

When RIDE was finally completed, the financiers had lost interest in the album. One hundred copies of the album were printed on CDs and given away. In response to the utter disappointment of RIDE, and to try to inspire his collaborators, the artist wrote, recorded and released One More Lullaby entirely alone with no budget, playing every instrument. Neither album ever had the chance to fail, because no one ever heard the albums.

9 years after RIDE began, in 2019 the artist self-released RIDE online to no one. The artist never attempted to make pop music again.







PRODUCED BY: BOBBY HOLLAND & ROBERT LASALLE

EXECUTIVE PRODUCERS: GARY KRAEN, NOAH GORDON & LESTER TURNER JR. FOR NEW MILLENNIUM MUSIC, LLC

RECORDED & MIXED BY: BOBBY HOLLAND

MASTERED BY: JIM DEMAIN AT YES MASTER

ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY: ROBERT LASALLE, EXCEPT “NOBODY NOWHERE” & “WHEREVER YOUR LOVE IS” WRITTEN BY MARK HARRIMAN & ROBERT LASALLE, “SEPIA TONE” WRITTEN BY BOB & NICK SALLEE (LASALLE & HIS DAD, THE PAINTER)

STRINGS ARRANGED BY TIM GROGAN & ROBERT LASALLE, CONDUCTED BY TIM GROGAN

ADDITIONAL RECORDING BY: KYLE MANNER AT OMNISOUND STUDIOS

RECORDED IN: NASHVILLE, TN AT OMNISOUND, THE BROWN OWL, QUAD, SOUTH STREET STUDIOS, SOUND STAGE/BIG STUDIOS & COUNTY Q

SECOND ENGINEER AT OMNISOUND: RORY ROSITAS

SECOND ENGINEER AT THE BROWN OWL: MARK “Z” ZELLMER

ADDITIONAL PIANO & VOCALS RECORDED IN: HUNTSVILLE, AL AT SOUND CELL STUDIOS

SONGS PUBLISHED BY: NMM TUNES / LASTALLION SONGS / LIZZIEROSE MUSIC

COVER ART BY: ROBERT SALLEE

PHOTOGRAPHY BY: EVERETT WASHINGTON

ADDITIONAL ART, DESIGN & LAYOUT BY MEGAN KELLEY










Wherever Your Love Is


Riding south into the misty morning 

I'm soaring, now I'm soaring

I'm gonna meet you at the new day dawning

Love's calling, I hear you calling


You're the fuel in my veins 

As my heart races back to you

I wanna tell you that I love you 

And I'll be there soon

Wherever your love is

That's where i'm going to be

Forever my heart is 

Longing for you to be with me

I won't give in

There's no stopping this 

I'm going wherever your love is


Fighting the sun out on the blue horizon

I'm flying, now I'm flying

My eyes are heavy but I won't pull over

I'm closer, getting closer


You're the words to the song 

In my head singing back to me

I can feel you in the air

You're the ocean breeze


Wherever your love is

That's where i'm going to be

Forever my heart is 

Longing for you to be with me

I won't give in

There's no stopping this 

I'm going wherever your love is

Won't spend one more night

Without you by my side

Not another chance I'll miss

To be wherever your love is


Wherever your love is

That's where i'm going to be

Forever my heart is 

Longing for you to be with me

I won't give in

There's no stopping this 

I'm going wherever your love is



















Tonight

You're on the phone

In a little place you call home

Fretting about

Every little thing you've done

You tell me now

You got no place to go

I tell you, girl

You don't have to be alone

Tonight I'll lay beside you

I'll make it all alright 

Tonight you are all mine, girl

Tonight you are all mine   

Tonight you're mine

I feel for you

For your heart and nothing more

I'm here for you

Knocking at your door

Talk about it

Tell me if you want

Don't fret about it

I won't do you wrong

Tonight I'll lay beside you

I'll make it all alright 

Tonight you are all mine, girl

Tonight you are all mine   

Tonight you're mine

Tonight you're heart is mine

Oh, tonight, your heart is mine

(Tonight I'm here for you)

Tonight, every little thing's alright

            

Tonight I'll lay beside you

I'll make it all alright 

Tonight you are all mine, girl

Tonight you are all mine   

Tonight you're mine






















Love Found Me


Something in my heart wasn't right

I packed my bags and I caught a ride

I didn't know what I would find

But I left on a whim, and I knew why

It was never about where I was going to

It was all for this love that I never knew

I travelled aimlessly for miles all alone

Then I finally turned back and headed home

Maybe that was destined to be 

'Cause, baby, that's where love found me

You were all around me but I travelled the world just to find true love

Baby, you found me, now I have your love and I'll never give up

I found all the places where your love could be

But I could only find my true destiny

When love found me

Before I knew your love was mine

Every second seemed a waste of my time

When left up to the hands of fate

Love is never too far away

It was never about where I was going to

It was all for this love that i never knew

I traveled aimlessly for miles all alone

But destiny could not be provoked

When love seemed like a distant dream

Baby that's when love found me

You were all around me but I travelled the world just to find true love

Baby, you found me, now I have your love and I'll never give up

I found all the places where your love could be

But I could only find my true destiny

When love found me

Now I'm right back here at home

Now I'll never be all alone 

Now I'm right where I'm meant to be

Well I found my destiny

When love found me

You were all around me but I travelled the world just to find true love

Baby, you found me, now I have your love and I'll never give up

I found all the places where your love could be

But I could only find my true destiny

When love found me













LaSalle & Bobby Holland listen to playback - Holland engineered, coproduced, mixed & played on much of the album - photo by Caroline Sallee, LaSalle’s sister

LaSalle & Bobby Holland listen to playback - Holland engineered, coproduced, mixed & played on much of the album - photo by Caroline Sallee, LaSalle’s sister

 
RIDE BACK CASE.jpg

Years after completing RIDE, Everett Washington took the photos for the 100 printed CDs



















Nobody Nowhere



Why start over, start all over again

There's a reason I'm still feeling like this

I can't stop you leaving me for someone new

But there will always be a place in my heart for you

I won't ask you where you're going, and no matter what you do

If you walk out of the door I'll leave it open for you

Why you want to lose a love you'll never find again?

You can't tell me this is how you really want it all to end

Nobody nowhere

Can give you love like mine

No matter where you're going

True love is hard to find

You can leave me for someone new

But nobody nowhere loves no one like I love you


I don't know what to say right now, I won't say a word

I know this love, I guess I don't know how it works

I don't know where you're going, and I don't know what you'll find

I don't know why you're leaving, I know what you left behind

Nobody nowhere

Can give you love like mine

No matter where you're going

True love is hard to find

You can leave me for someone new

But nobody nowhere loves no one like I love you


Our love is true love

I'll be here for you love always… I'll be waiting

You can find new love

Someday when you're through

I'll be waiting… I'll be waiting...


Nobody nowhere

Can give you love like mine

No matter where you're going

True love is hard to find

You can leave me for someone new

But nobody nowhere loves no one like I love you

































The artist performs “Can’t Give You Up” live with Rae Hering in Hunstville, AL 2015








Can’t Give You Up


I fall in love with you every day

I still pretend that you feel the same way

It's gone but I can't let go

For better or for worse 


I'm numb, but still feel the pain

I'm in love I'll always feel this way

I'm dumb, for letting go

I'm a fool for a broken love

I can't give you up

When I fall in love I expect to stay

I thought it'd always be this way

With you, and only you 

There's no one else in this world I couldn't lose


I'm numb, but still feel the pain

I'm in love I'll always feel this way

I'm dumb, for letting go

I'm a fool for a broken love

I can't give you up

My heart's still hanging on a thread

Still stuck on the last words that you said

You said true love can never die

I'll be hanging here the rest of my life


I'm numb, but still feel the pain

I'm in love I'll always feel this way

I'm dumb, for letting go

I'm a fool for a broken love

I can't give you up















































Love, Pt 2





Some kind of love

An angry love

With a wary heart

Any kind of love, but desperate love



Some kind of heart

Some kind of soul 

That begs for more

Any kind of soul, but a lonely soul



Some kind of love

Gets me through this

Some kind of love

Gets me through



Some kind of love

All my love

Was a wasted arrow

It was all in vein, heartless and narrow



Some kind of love

Gets me through this

Some kind of love

Gets me through


Gets me through and through

It was only one love

True love is endless

For love, I’d give it all up

I’d do it all again for some kind of love



Some kind of love

I’m begging for you

Some kind of love

The same kind I showed you



Some kind of love, Same kind I showed you

Some kind of love, Somehow it gets me through



(Never gonna lose my love

Any kind of love 

I’d give it all up

And still have it ‘cause I’m)

























Robert S. Sallee, LaSalle’s father, cowrote & played piano on “Sepia Tone”

Robert S. Sallee, the artist’s father, cowrote & played piano on “Sepia Tone”




























Sepia Tone





In a world of sepia tone

A man walks all alone

Stepping in between the lines that he's traced




He walks with pen and ink

He doesn't have to think

Until his dull vacant world is erased




He won't recognize

This brand new scene

Until he unlocks all the passion that he dreams

In his mind

He holds a key

To all the colors in his heart he finally sees




In a world of black and white

He reaches deep inside

And finds his heart in the same place where he left it 




And with an artists touch

He pulls out a brush 

He paints a scene where in his past

He had only sketched it




He won't recognize

This brand new scene

Until he unlocks all the passion that he dreams

In his mind

He holds a key

To all the colors in his heart he finally sees




Over the fields of grey

He paints a clear blue day

And as the sun begins to rise, the colors show




He knows it's not a dream

Because he finally sees

The end of a world of sepia tone




Now he'll recognize

This brand new scene

As he unlocks all the passion that he dreams

In his mind

He holds a key

To all the colors in his heart he finally sees




In his hand he holds

The key to every stroke

As he paints himself a brand new road back home




























Robert LaSalle, Kyle Manner & Matt Ross mid-Ride

Robert LaSalle, Kyle Manner & Matt Ross mid-Ride























One-shot music video directed by Aaron Thomas 2014

Thank You for the Moment of Clarity











You came with me, you left with someone else

You left me here all by myself

And I thank you, thank you for carrying me

For the moment of clarity






What the hell is love and why should wait?

When the open road stares back at me

You dropped me off and watched me fall to my knees

Now I'm getting back up on my own feet






I won't wait anymore

Gonna ride, ride the open road






You won the battle, won't wait to win the war

I'm gonna live to live and nothing more

I'll only carry with me what I need

No one else will ever carry me






Don't need you to take my fall

I'm gonna go back where I belong

Where the sky never touches the ground

Where I will never turn back around






I won't wait anymore

Gonna ride, ride the open road






I'm not gonna wait for the sake of winning

I'm gonna live for the sake of living

The way you left me, I was next to nothing

I know what I need, I don't need your loving






I'm gonna leave you forever, every

Time you see me, you'll wish you'd never

Left your true love all alone 

I'm gonna ride, ride the open road






Thank you for the moment of clarity

I won't wait anymore


































Bobby Holland & LaSalle mid-ride - Holland engineered, coproduced, mixed & played on much of the album

Bobby Holland & LaSalle mid-ride - Holland engineered, coproduced, mixed & played on much of the album





































You Got My Wheels Turning








There was no piano in gym class

As you ran so hard and fast

Throwing footballs in the grass








Don't tell me I'm lucky

Had your eye on girls and money

I had mine on something that would last








This roundabout got my wheels turning

You're down and out, i'm still here working

You got my wheels turning








Way back when ya were too cool for Grissom

In high school I'd pretend ya

Were the fool that you are now








You had ladies, now you have bastard babies

I'm still doing the same thing

Round and round








This roundabout got my wheels turning

You're down and out, i'm still here working

And round and round till my gears are burning

I'll take a bow, it appears that I'm not worthless

You got my wheels turning








I don't have pity on you now

That you're not pretty

Oh, this song has been with me all along,

did you miss me?








Don't tell me I'm born with it

You don't know how hard that I work for this

While you're down and out lying on the ground

I'll catch you on the other side, round and round








Pride is illusive

By the wayside, we're both losing

Round and round, round and round

But my wheels keep turning








Don't tell me you're hurting

You can't see beyond the surface

But my wheels keep turning








This roundabout got my wheels turning

You're down and out, i'm still here working

And round and round till my gears are burning

I'll take a bow, it appears that I'm not worthless

You got my wheels turning



























Side B of RIDE mirrors Abbey Rd. stringing songs together with interludes



























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Now We’re Writing History







We were young and foolish friends

Didn't think that we'd amount to much

The world was so much smaller then

But now that it's a part of us







We set out to prove them wrong

We made it this far somehow

It's time we gotta move along

Through uncharted waters







Now we conquer all our fears

Now we dry up all our tears

As we unveil the mystery

Now we're writing history







The future isn't etched in stone

You know that it is happening when

We make our mark with flesh and bone

As we guide our maker's pen







I bid you farewell, old friend

This river is a flowing loud

I'll see you at the other end

As we head out to the ocean







Now we conquer all our fears

Now we dry up all our tears

As we unveil the mystery

Now we're writing history











































































Through the Westward Winds








We built our ship with flesh and bone

We hung our flag and filled the hold

We toasted to the best of friends

And set out through the westward winds

Our sails flew high above the blue

We rightfully cast our luck into

A veil of vibrant summer’s breeze

We were the masters of the seas

 

There you are, and here I am

Won’t you take my word for all it’s worth

We’ll see dry land again

Set your sights through the westward winds

 

Many years we spent our days

Sailing smooth blue brazen waves, but

All good fortune woefully fades

We blindly cast our luck away

Those cold still nights foresaw no sun

With no more corn and no more rum

The seas were calm, with no more wind, but

We will see dry land again

 

Here I am, and there you are

On the other side of the wreckage

There’s a place for us to start

There you are, and here I am

Won’t you take my word for all it’s worth

We’ll see dry land again

Set your sights through the westward winds

 

Half asleep and half awake

Our vessel clashes atop the waves

As I make my way down to you

White water breaks out of the blue

The sky burns bright, the thunder pounds

As lightning strikes our main sail down

When the bow breaks, her cradle is the wind

Until we see dry land again








Now hold your breath, and don’t look back

This ship’s goin’ down into the black

Now hold your head above the waves

We may have cast our luck away, but

Set your sights on the east horizon

Storm will perish, sun will rise

Many miles we’ll slowly drift, but

We will see dry land again








Here I am, and there you are

On the other side of the wreckage

There’s a place for us to start

There you are, and here I am

Won’t you take my word for all it’s worth

We’ll see dry land again

Set your sights through the westward winds





















































RIP my friend BEN TRUSSELL

RIP my friend BEN TRUSSELL





























For the Good of the Game









The tears are settled now,

they're all just ripples in your wake

Your loss has been the cause of so much pain

There's a clear blue sky you're missing,

and I’m missing you the same

But not a second that we're missing is in vain









You're too good for this old town,

and I told you not to stay

My words are coming back on me today

If there's purpose in this world,

I guess you finally found your place

Well it's all for the good of the game









You're more than just the music to my ears

You're more than all those songs I’ll never hear

Resting with the best of them, with all who have been 

You are my friend, you are my friend









Since the clock is still a ticking,

I’ll keep sticking to what you say

I know all good things must someday meet their fate

If it's better to burn out than to ever fade away

I guess you know you got your 60 of fame









Maybe you are crazy but your life is not a waste

We'll move along, I sing this song now in your name

The cards' still on the table,

I’m still stepping up to play

‘Cause it's all for the good of the game



You're more than just the music to my ears

You're more than all those songs I’ll never hear

Resting with the best of them, with all who have been 

You are my friend, you are my friend








From the taverns to the docks,

there's a big old empty space

No one here could ever take your place

But I’ll play a song without you now

On this old empty stage

It's all for the good of the game









You're more than just the music to my ears

You're more than all those songs I’ll never hear

Resting with the best of them, with all who have been 

You are my friend, you are my friend

































One More Lullaby

for what’s left of the wolves
who still see through the wool

for whom still dream with eyes open
from a hotbed of apathy
 

No Robert LaSalle music was ever released until 2019. By the end of 2020, the artist self-released 200 songs from the previous decade and a half. As of February 2024, only three persons are known to have listened to the album.

The Canon: RIDE>Lullaby>Night>Awaken

Robert LaSalle, Nick & PD recorded this treasure trove of petrified gold dust on a zero dollar budget with pirated software on a laptop, played any instrument he could borrow, then wrote, performed, recorded & mixed all 18 songs at age 26 years old.

After many repeated phenomenal failures & tragedies, the artist couldn’t believe he now had 4 albums no one would release. Self-released on Bandcamp around Christmas 2012, it was downloaded by his mom and another guy named Steve. Twelve years later, released on all streaming platforms, Lullaby has earned $0.007 and has had at least 2 streams.

The artist’s favorite work he made entirely alone. One More Lullaby is my favorite album I ever did.

Produced, Engineered & Mixed by Robert LaSalle

All songs written by Robert LaSalle

All songs recorded by Robert LaSalle on a Macbook in various garages, basements, living rooms, kitchens, bathrooms & closets in Huntsville, AL; Murfreesboro, TN; Nashville, TN & a cabin in rural Alabama called Redbug

Piano & organ recorded by Robert LaSalle carrying a laptop into Sound Cell’s piano room in Huntsville, AL

Art & design by Lea Nickels (anagram?)

Cover photos by Elizabeth Tollefson

Mastered by Bobby Holland

Pianos, Organs, Rhodes, Accordion, Guitars, Bass, Drums, Percussion, Banjo, Dulcimer, Mandolin, Harmonicas, Trombone & Miroslav Philharmonic String Samples Arranged & Performed by Robert LaSalle & his alter egos, Nick & PD

Thanks to those who lent instruments, recording gear & recording space: Bobby Holland, Doug Jansen Smith, Dave Anderson, Rae Hering, Noah, Libbie, Dan & Miranda at “Ground Zero,” The McElhaneys & My Family

 
 

Disillusioned Dream





Wake the shepherd, count the sheep 

Lull the Monster back to sleep 

Close your eyes, and I will sing one more… 





For disillusionment 

One more… for my amusement 

One more… before I lose it 

One more… just sleep right through it 

One more... 





What's the use in having dreams 

When everybody's fast asleep? 

As if the world would ever need one more… 





Tortured head-case 

One more… whining about heartache 

One more… who never made the grade 

One more… record to throw away 

One more... 





One more... 

Art is the shepherd 

Pop culture is the mime 

Mediocrity's the monster 

Money's the mastermind 

For the politics and cliques 

That will whore out their pride 

Give me one more! 





...Stint of ambition 

One more... for the passion that lies within it 

One more... attempt at recognition 

But what for?!… for the cold hard living 

What for? This dream's so unforgiving… unforgiving 

But what for? For anyone who's paying attention 

Pay attention 

For one more… 

For anyone who'll listen…

























I Cannot Read Between the Lines





I'm drinking tequila in the morning 

I haven't been sleeping through the night 

Now I do not know just what I'm feeling 

Now I cannot read between the lines 





I met her in the morning on a Sunday 

I met her in the pouring summer rain 

Now I cannot tell her what I'm feeling 

Now I don't remember her name 





I got no reason to run away 

I got no reason to stay 

I try so hard 

But now I cannot read between the lines 





I'm drinking tequila in the morning 

I intend to keep her on my mind 

As long as I don't know just where my mind is 

I don't have to read between the lines 





I got no reason to run away 

I got no reason to stay 

I try so hard 

But now I cannot read between the lines 





For all the lover's stories I've forgotten 

For all the summer mornings I can't face 

I know my life is falling into pieces 

All the pieces fall back into place













RIP Stone Anderson
















Wait Up for Me






Love is trained anticipation 

Love is feigned collaboration 

For all the love that I have wasted 

Now I'm in love, and love's not waiting 






No room berating accusations 

No one's to blame for interpretation 

Oh take my words the way I say them 

Oh I'm in love, and love's not waiting 






I'll wait up for you 

You're all I hold onto 

I'll wait for forever 

For a love that may never 






Wait up for me 

Oh, wake up with me 

Wait till tomorrow 

And all the days that will follow me 

Wait up for me 






I'm to blame for the inquisition 

You can't face your indecision 

Oh love is vain and unforgiving 

Oh I'm in love and love's not listening 






I'll wait up for you 

You're all I hold onto 

I'll wait for forever 

For a love that may never 






Wait up for me 

Oh, wake up with me 

Wait till tomorrow 

And all the days that will follow me 

Wait up for me 






This is just how two hearts beat 

One heart breaks what the other feeds 

One heart takes what the other needs 

Wait for me 






I'll wait up for you 

You're all I hold onto 

I'll wait for forever 

For a love that may never 






Wait up for me 

Oh, wake up with me 

Wait till tomorrow 

And all the days that will follow me 

Wait up for me
















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Without Love








Without love, you got no seed 

Got no roots, you got no trees 

You got no branches, got no leaves 

You got no air to breathe 

Breathe 








Love, give me your love 

Tell me where life comes from 

Show me where life comes from 

Love, give me your love 

Give me your love 








Without the air, you got no lung 

You got no heart to feel my love 

You got no mind, you got no tongue 

To tell me now where life comes from 








Love, give me your love 

Tell me where life comes from 

Show me where life comes from 

Love, give me your love 

Oh, give me your love 

Give me your love 

Tell me where life comes from 

Show me where life comes from 

Love, give me your love 

No! Give me your love! 








Without love, you got no life 

Without life, you got no love 








Love... 











































All I Ever Wanted








All I ever wanted 

I proudly flaunted 

I framed on the wall 

A picture too small 

I put all my faith into a very vacant place 








All I ever wanted 

Years beat upon it 

Threw me into 

Its impending doom 








All I wanted awaits me 

But all I want is gone 








All I ever wanted 

It shouldn't bother 

To make itself known 

There's no stepping stones 

I put all my faith into a very vacant place 








All I ever wanted 

Is fewer and less often 

I have all I need 

To make my retreat 








All I wanted awaits me 

But all I want is gone 








A stiff drink and a fire 

Take my desires 

All but just one 

All 

But 

Your love











































Open No More








And all I know to do 

Is tell myself that I'm over you 

Whether or not I know it's really true 

I'm broke and broken, so I'm through 








What I've become, I know I can't afford 

Well I can't settle, and I can't score 

All I can do is close the door 

And tell myself that I don't need you anymore 








That door will open no more 

That door will open no more 

Open no more 








Queen bee 

You sink your sting deep into me 

You give me temporary relief 

Feels like heaven inside of misery 








You feel like love, I know you're just a fling 

A one night stand with a wedding ring 

A vacant cage, a cardboard box with wings 

Looks like a castle to a desperate king 








My eyes are open no more 

My eyes are open no more 

Open no more 








An amusement park, I think that's what it's like 

It's fun to go there from time to time 

You pay the toll and ride all the rides 

But it's no fun to stay there overnight 








'Cause when the ride ends 

Here come the shakes after the lone binge 

Wake up faceless, I've made the same mistake again 

Let go the reigns the way I lost so many friends 








That ride is open no more 

That ride is open no more 

Open no more 








This ain't the way home 

It's just a detour on a winding road 

When I can't get to where I want to go 

It's better on the sidewalk than the gutter, you know 

I wouldn't be here if I could find my home 








Can't settle down, can't settle for this 

Stuck here, enraged and perilous 

All I've ever wanted was an ounce of respect 

Before all I say and do is done and said 

I won't give in to the temptations of second best 

This road only leads through a life of regret 

Oh, no more no more 

Oh it ain't open no more 








This road is open no more 

That door is open no more 

Open no more 

Open no more 








Open no more...


































All Too Human (Training My Broken Heart to Glow)





Don't say to me "I love you" 

Don't "Baby just wait" 

Don't give me your style 

Don't give me your grace 

Don't give me a sign on a dead end road 

Don't give me your heart 

Don't give me your soul 





I'm too broken to do this again 

I'm all too human to let love in 





I don't want a soulmate 

I don't want to hold my broken heart open 

Don't want you to see my soul 

Love, you're shooting in the dark 

I'm turning on my broken heart 





It's blinded by love on a whim 

I'm all too human to let love in 





Training my broken heart to glow 

Red light's stop and green light's go 

There's no love here to block the road 

So I'm training my broken heart to glow 





Maybe I love you from the pit of my soul 

I'm all to human to ever know 

I'm all to human to ever know 





Training my broken heart to glow 

Red light's stop and green light's go 

There's no love here to block the road 

So I'm training my broken heart to glow 





Oh, this is yes and this is no! 

Oh, this ain't no one way road! 





So I'm training my broken heart to glow 

(With one more lullaby) 

I'm training my broken heart to glow 





…Training my broken heart to glow




























One More Lullaby






Dry heaves in the underground 

Where my dreams come tumbling down 

But why leave for another town 

To burn more bridges down? 






I bleed for a worthy cause 

Sleep is not all I've lost 

Some dreams' just born to rot 

One more is all I got 






(No, no, no, no, no) It's not over 

(No, no, no, no, no) This is not goodbye 

I'll sing you one more lullaby 

(Wake the shepherd, catch the dreamer 

Falling from the heavens, rotting on the vine… inside) 

One More

One More

One More Lullaby






As a child, I knew what I'd do 

My whole life, gave it all to you 

Lullabies don't make dreams come true 

Now that RIDE is through 






Ten years I'm still counting sheep 

Turned your tears into melodies 

Take my tears, and take my dream 

Lull yourself to sleep 






(No, no, no, no, no) It's not over 

(No, no, no, no, no) This is not goodbye 

I'll sing you one more lullaby 

(Wake the shepherd, catch the dreamer 

Falling from the heavens, rotting on the vine… inside) 

One More

One More

One More Lullaby






If words can never hurt us 

Let's say goodnight 

Every single word was 

Meant to make you cry 

For all it's worth 

Just one more lullaby 






Last but not least 

The time has come to dream 

Fall asleep 

I'll sing one more lullaby 

This will come true 

No matter if your dreams ever do 

I'll sing one more lullaby 






One more, one more, one more, one more 

Lullabies don't make dreams come true... 






Wake up


































Feed Me the Fire







I grew up way down in the valley 

I grew up without the lord 

I woke up one day on the mountain 

I woke up out in the storm 

My mother, she gave me thunder 

My father gave me the rain 

The Devil, he gave me lightning 

Before Jesus ever had a chance 







Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine 

Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night 

Light me up or strike me down 

Not goin' out lyin' on the ground 

Feed, feed, feed me the fire 







Nothing I done is worth forgiving 

I been bought, and I been sold 

I never asked no one to go on living 

I never asked no one to save my soul 







Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine 

Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night 

If you're gonna' strike me dead 

Get those embers burning red 

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 







The sky's falling, the thunder's pounding' 

Oh, I got the fury, I got the flame 

I'm goin' back up to the mountain 

To light those embers in the rain 







Leave, leave, leave me with the moonshine 

Let me sing, sing, sing long into the night 

Rather hang my head 

Than see those embers soakin' wet 

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 







Lead, lead, lead me to great heights 

Don't make me dream, dream, dream now until I die 

I'll never wilt or fade away 

You'll have to take me up in flames 

Feed, feed, feed me the fire 

Keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 

Oh keep on feed, feed, feeding me the fire 







Don't you try to take me down softly 

Don't you try to pawn me off on The Lord 

Well I'll die in the same place where you bought me 

If I'm gonna burn out, well I'll burn out in the storm





































Between a Sadist and a Masochist







Don't do what he did 

No don't do what he did 

The sadist in his head 

Is all alone 

All alone 







Guess who wins 

Between a sadist and a masochist? 

I've nothing to lose 

Guess who wins? 

Guess who wins? 







When I'm done with him 

The remnants of his face 

Will paint the roses red 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why? 







Don't do what he did 

Leave me to rot 

But let him live 

No don't be there when 

It happens again 

Again 







When I'm done with him 

The remnants of his face 

Will paint the roses red 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why'd you let him live? 

No! No! 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why'd you let him live? 







Why? 

Why'd you let him live? 

Why'd you let him live?





































Headache







I am a heartache 

Headstrong 

You are a headache 

Holding on 







I am the dusk and 

You are the dawn 

The moon will rise above us 

We'll both be gone 







Save me from this ever present pain 

Let me lie down with the rain 

Take me from this evanescent plain 

Let it not fade away 







Of the grace which adorns us 

We brake our backs 

For all who will mourn us 

And all they lack 







Save me from this ever present pain 

Let me lie down with the rain 

Take me from this evanescent plain 

Let it not fade away 







Save me… Oh, save me 







The chains that once bind us 

Achilles' heal 

The light that once blinds us 

Soon reveals... 







Save me from this burden of a mind 

Let me fall down with the tide 

Take me from the fury I confine 

The lowest ebb is mine 







I am a heartache 

Headstrong 

You are a headache 

Holding on





































It Pours







The rain is pouring 

Lightning strikes over the gulf stream 

Everyone knows where it's going 

Everyone knows where it's been 







Out on the ocean 

No one here needs to know me 

No one knows where the storm's going 

Don't want to know where it's been 







When it rains, When it rains, It pours 







On dry land I was tripping 

Over holes I was too big to fit in 

With all those regrets, I kept digging 

I fell to the bottom so fast 







Then the rain started pouring 

Carried me back to the ocean 

Washed away all the emotion 

Drowned all that was left of my past 







When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours 







Rain, rain, go away 

You've taken me far enough 

Rain, rain, go away 

I can't take it all at once 







When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours 







I'm headed inland 

Try and start all over again 

I can't go back to where I've been 

Those bridges are scorched and scorned 







Take the rain as a lesson 

Set my sights in a brand new direction 

Bury all of my regrets 

And dry out till the next thunderstorm 







When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours 

When it rains, When it rains, It pours

































Parables





Fill up all the vacant holes 

With the father, son and holy ghost 

You'll never see them hiding behind the pope 

You gotta believe him, he's the only one who knows 

Oh, he knows 





Preacher, he can't turn a cheek 

The reaper, he's laughing through your teeth 

Eye for an eye, well he don't practice what he preach 

Blind lead the blind, where the one eyed man is king 

He's counting sheep 





Don't waste your parables 

On heaven or on hell 

Don't wait for miracles 

To save you from yourself 





Age old parables 

Hide behind your fear 

Beautiful fairytales 

Falling on deaf ears 





People… living for one another 

Why can't you see us? Why can't it be enough? 

Think your father's deciphering prayer through the guff? 

You can't hold water with all your weight on that crutch 

How's it holding up? 





Don't waste your parables 

On heaven or on hell 

Don't wait for miracles 

To save you from yourself 





Age old parables 

Hide behind your fear 

Beautiful fairytales 

Falling on deaf ears 





Darkness... lies among the lies among you 

Neither was it virtue nor vice that hung him 

Take a good sentiment, flunk it up and rub it in 

Don't waste away, for no one lives and no one dies for sin 





There is no sin





Only marionettes 

Dancing in the night 

Chasing their shadows 

Somehow they find the light 





Virgin marionettes...

























I Don’t Want to Know





I've never been more certain of uncertainty 

I'm certainly sure 

That you're uncertain too 

You'll never stop me digging for another world 

I'm searching for truth 

Won't find it in you 





I don't want to know your opinion 

So keep it to yourself 

For evermore, for heaven or for hell 

I don't want to know your opinion 

I'll find out for myself 

For evermore, in heaven or in hell 





In all of this uncertainty 

I have everything I'll ever need now 

I'll never be confused 

I'm not a Shepard, not a sheep 

I believe what I can see now 

Oh, you can see it too 





I don't want to know your opinion 

So keep it to yourself 

For evermore, for heaven or for hell 

I don't want to know your opinion 

I'll find out for myself 

For evermore, in heaven or in hell 





I don't believe it 

I'll never believe it 

No I don't need it 

I'll never need it 

No I don't need it 

Never need it 

I'll never believe ya 

No I don't need ya 





I am forgiven 

Miss HypoChristian 

Don't need religion 

I am forgiven 





I'll save myself, I'll save myself... 

Halleluja 

No one needs ya 





I'll save myself, I'll save myself... 

Halleluja… (Amen, Amen) 





No I don't need it 

I'll never believe it

























Sideways





Lately, I don't see the right way 

I like to see things my way 

I like to see them sideways 





I see no place to live or die while trying 

When everyone I know is dying 

And there's no saving grace 





Deep under the soil 

There's a boy for every girl 

And a girl for every boy 

A prize for tears and toil 





It's you, it's you... 





My mind was trained to think that when it rots away 

Somehow I will float away 

That's not how I was made 





Of the many Gods, and I've had plenty 

I lost my fear to pity 

And now I'm truly saved 





Deep under the soil 

There's a girl for every boy 

And a boy for every girl 

A prize for tears and toil 





It's you, it's you... 





No more records for the lightweights 

No one's singing them sideways 





No matter where I look or whether 

I'm looking in the right place 

Don't need to pack a suitcase 





With no choice, every little boy and girl 

Will end up in the same place 

Seeing these things sideways 





We're all sideways 

Oh, we're all sideways

























Come Hell or High Water





From day one 

Teach your son 

You can be what you wanna be 

Be all you can be 

In the free land of liberty 





But mother 

What's wrong with these lunatic hypocrites 

Son, don't talk religion 

No don't talk politics 





Why should I bother 

To change the hearts and minds that be 

Come hell or high water 

They'll never see it quite like me 





I could have studied 

Chemistry or biology 

But I spent my time 

Making art and ideology 





No regrets 

I did my best 

Restrained and restricted 

My lips will be sealed 

But my words will live again 





Why should I bother 

To change the hearts and minds that be 

Come hell or high water 

They'll never see it quite like me 





Once, I had a voice 

When the voice was still new to me 

Once, I had a voice, I had a voice 





Why should I bother 

To change the hearts and minds that be 

Come hell or high water 

They'll never see it quite like me 





From day one 

Teach your son 

Who's the lion, who's the lamb 





The dreamer goes down 

Right where he began























Sandpaper




I'm through with all that I could ever do 

Life has always been a little held up 

A farce: the hand from above 

A forced superficial love 

Food and shelter aren't enough 

To keep me tame and humble 

Now I sleep, and now I stumble 

Became weak, and then I crumbled 

I once screamed, but now I mumble 




I won't meet your expectations (Ooh, not good enough) 

Won't bow down to the cliche (Ooh, don't give a funk) 

Let's all rise for the occasion (Ooh)

Oh, this divine realization that I'm through... 

Oh I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 

I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 




Lift a glass in celebration

Here's the toast, I'm going to say it! 




I'm through with my shallow muse 

I'm through with you 

I'll waste away, embracing every vice I keep 

Forget my insecurities 

The bottle lifts anxiety 

Can't fix me with sobriety 

I'll drift into oblivion 

Let me drift, don't reel me in 

Don't need responsibility 

The tasks of mere civility (Ooh)




Got me stuck in this vicious (What everybody wants) 

Life of fake ambition (But everybody sucks) 

I'm sick of part-time living (Shake it off) 

Well, I failed at all I attempted 

So I'm through…

Oh I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 

I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… Oh, now I'm through... 




Refill the bitter with sweet relief 

Cheers to victory masked defeat! 




I'm through… with remnants of roots... I grew 

I wrote that chit for you and all the populous (oooo, funk you) 

Commercial scum that'll rot and rust (funk me too) 

It's in my rear-view mirror 

Well I don't like it either 

Well I'm through… I am through… Oh, now I'm through… 

Oh, now I'm through… I'm through… Oh, now I'm through… 




(Decipher the words of victory masked in defeat) 

 

Dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream

They won't come true 

Oh, now I'm through